Life's Like that.....

Its funny how life can in the real world. Its always different when its our turn.

Im sure youve done this before. Given advice to a family members, close friends, friendable friends, even people you dont even like. May it be for their relationship problems, financial trouble, amats related thingy, or what have you. Its like you have the right solution for everything. You get this really uber good feeling when your friend, family member, whoever, listens to you in rapt attention. Absorbing every word you say as if it was the law.

Whats funny is, when the same or similar thing/problem comes your way, your totally at a loss. You (well maybe not all of you). You do everything in the opposite of what you advice. Doing all the mistakes you are full aware that you should not be doing.

Im a living testament to this. Forever am I the consoler of friends, the takbuhan ng problema of the barkada, the one they look for if they need sound advice. Its kinda nice to feel that my friends look up to me for advice and stuff like that. But sometimes it gets annoying. Like when they wake me up in the middle of the night coz they had a fight with his/her bf/gf and i have to be peacemaker, or when they have love problems. Im not rich or anything, but im the loan guy in the barkada (ewan ko kung bakit).

What bites is, when Im the one who has a problem, I dont have anyone to turn to, well except for my best bud, but usually wala. Maybe because i dont usually tell people whats bugging me. I tend to keep to myself and figure my own way out of it. Or when the really rare times i tell the barkada about it, they usually say "kaya mo yan"... or "ikaw pa!?...". Frustrating isnt it? The weird thing is, i eat everything i tell my friends on their problems. Doing the same mistakes they did.

Well, Life is really like that. Its so easy to fix other people problems. But when it is our own, we are totally at a loss. We know what we should do, but for some reason or another, we dont do it.

Lifes a bitch, and then we die, so fuck 'em all and lets get high!