Inane Rantings Of My So-called Life

Thursday, July 06, 2006

Life is a paradox...

what you want, you dont get
what you get, you dont enjoy
what you enjoy is not permanent
what is permanent is boring.....

complacency seems to be very hard to achieve...
especially to our kind....who doesnt have anything that binds with our partner.....is love enough???

One time while walking alone, a lonely road....
boy meets boy.....
laugh at each others simple jokes...
shared intimate moments...
even made promises of lifetime partnership....
Life is complete.......
I thought....

days, months, years after....
here I (we) am again....walking alone in this lonely road.....feeling empty....blank faced.......with so many questions in mind.....seems like a cycle?

should i give up......???

i will never give up....
i will never stop hoping that once again in this lonely road i will find someone who`ll brighten my life....for another time..
i will never stop hoping that someday ill go out there, walking, happy, and contented with someone very special...
I will never stop hoping/thinking that pain will have its end.....
I believed that love will save me from breaking in this lonely road...

Will you walk with me?


Conclusion: Am a hopeless romantic.... ay wait... witless romantic rather

Ang baduy ko eh noh

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